My discursive writing assignment is allowing me to talk about homosexulity: nature v nurture and the Zimbardo Prison Experiment - my favourite one!

Thank you Psychology AS.

It feels awesome being able to do/write something that I am really interested in, as I don’t really care about 2/3 of my course.

I think I develop sexual attractions to people who are nice to me sometimes

That interviewer that said yes is hotter than he was before he said yes..

Discovered a pet peeve earlier: people constantly calling me pet names

WHAT ARE YOU DOING

The occasional pet name is fine, even I call people ‘love’ or ‘dahlin’ on rare occasions but, I do NOT like being called a pet name more than twice in a single convo.

Why do you do this? We have already established that you like to call me ‘hun’, ‘hunnie’, ‘cutie’, ‘babe’, SO WHAT DO YOU WANT???

It’s almost as bad as someone saying ‘lol’ every other sentence, it makes me wanna punch people in the face so hard, SO HARD!!

If I believed in like, god, starsigns and weird coincidences and fate: I’d probably marry this man

Okay so there’s this guy I’ve known for 6 years (…whoa, I was 16 years old 7 years ago?? christ…), and we share the same birthday and birthyear and on more than one occasion, let’s say 3 times, he will get in contact with me out of the blue when I’ve recently broken up with someone or when I’m thinking about him.

“3 times in 6 years?” you’re thinking, right? Yes, but this guy is like…never around. He disappears for months on end for no reason, and just like, appears via email or MSN ages after.

I first met him in Plymouth 3 years ago, and yesterday I went past Plymouth for the first time in 3 years, and thought of him. I also read a three-page journal entry that I had with me on the train and it was about him.

Now right, this guy hasn’t been in contact for a year or something silly and he emailed me yesterday of all days. I also rarely check my email.

He said he needed to talk to me urgently but I was asleep then went away all day, so I only just saw it…

Either it’s something trivial like ‘I miss you’ or ‘I killed a man….’ cause he is the most mysterious fuck I’ve ever met, so it could be anything.

I am such a bitch but it’s justified

A girl was telling me about her day when I said I wanted to relax, so I was like ‘yeah ok, but I do need to go…’

Cranky as shit man.

I just got home from a uni interview, which I cleared!!!

It was my first choice and I got told just to pass my college course, and if any issues happened, to phone him.

Also, met a guy in reception who was also waiting to be interview and we clicked right away when he mentioned a Japanese custom and I mentioned anime. :3

We all went out drinking and one of my guy mates kissed me tonight

Which is funny cause me and my mate from the same group were saying only a few hours ago that he’s awesome but not in a romantic sense cause he’s too much of a mate, I guess.

I’m still a bit like, in shock, because I liked it.

Oh no brain, stop over-thinking, no!!

Oh wow, I forgot what year it was….

I told Drackie earlier that my last relationship was last July, but no…it was the July BEFORE last.

This is weird, it seems like the other day sometimes.

Weird.

I realise that I enjoy pulling faces, even when on my own….even when nothing is actually happening to provoke the faces

It’s voluntary though, I don’t have tics..

One thing that sticks out to me - if a stranger comes onto me and it’s a guy, I get angry or dick around, but if it’s a girl, it makes me want to kiss them.

I still like to be praised when I finish food